13 September 2004

This thing has been bothering me for quite some time, i haven't had enough time for my studies for and being stressed out alot as i see my studying self degrading.


Let me share my shedule with u all:

Monday: Sch from 10am - 5pm then head for Aikido at 7pm - 8.30pm.
Tuesday: Sch from 8am - 5pm.
Wednesday: Sch from 8 - 1pm, JMD singing 4pm - 6 pm.
Thursday: Sch from 8am - 5pm, Hai Die Singing 6pm - 7.30pm.
Friday: Sch from 12am - 5 pm
Saturday: JMD 10am - 1pm

To be truthful, in the 1st place i was already very very stressed when i was told to be the head of singing division for JMD as i didn't know that i was going to be, i was just asked to and i felt like i had alittle choice.

As a guy who loves to spend time alone, at home or with gf even to study, now i am wondering if i could cope with my studies and relationship, the only days free that i could spend with my girl time is on saturday, from 11 to 5 but as u can see i am left with only a few hours with her as my cca is on the slot.

I just want to share this feelings with you all, hope that if JMD ppl read this don't feel offended.

I just don't know if i should give up some of my activities as i really feel like having more spare time ...



It's just becoming more of a chore then something i enjoy ...



3:28 AM