20 July 2005
Well it has been a very experiencing journey this past 2 months, from the old me to my new self, so many changes in lifestyle sweet, bitter . . . Really hope i can continue performing for all the people who love music, just want to sing for all of you all hoping you all love it...
Being on stage to sing for all has been a dream of my life, how long can i keep my dream going???
Sometimes it just seem so cruel, the fact is a contestant may be good but votes ain't enough, just hope that 24 of us, our journey don't end but carry on to a brighter side.
Hagen & Me
Needless to say we all don't know what is installed for us, if we are in or out, what has been made? what has yet to come . . . just hope i can continue my dream . . . i really love singing =)
Pretty Kelly & Me
Our fate in Project Superstar decided on fate . . . is it even appropriate? or even the people judging all of us . . .
By the end of the day, i guess everything just sinks in when we close our eyes . . . at the end of the day what have we done? what have we achieved? do we need all this???
Yes i want to be a singer, someone that can move people with my voice hopefully . . . thx for all the love you all gave me really . . . it was very beautiful . . .
12 July 2005
I just want to say thank you for your concern, all my supporters and friends out there, really thx you for standing up for me, there were a few who cried because of the forum, i just want to say, let's leave that aside ok, don't cry for something that is out of point.
I am not affected by it ok so don't be affected...
Want to say thank you all really alot for all your sweet letters and sweets to let me feel at least i am not left out, as i always feel i am not good enough, thx to many encouragements i have heard that i sing well. That is the only thing i want and hope to give to all of you, i want to sing my best, try to make you all happy . . .
Thanks for my friends who do things for me like buy sweets or stuff, letters or even banner making.
I would never do a thing to hurt you all, but pls understand that i can't give out my personal number, or add in my personal friendster as those are for my school mates, pls understand =))
Takecare to all of you all, rest well always, always remember to go home early, i am worried for all of ya safety . . .
See ya on 20th July, i hope i can still be on the stage to perform after that week .. . vote for me if you think i got what it takes to be ur superstar ... each votes counts
08 July 2005
Sometimes i feel fraustrated and very confused, i wonder what actually do people want to see, in this "singing competition" i felt that there is a need to showcase our vocal so as to capture attention but in return it seemed like choosing a difficult song and delivering it fairly got me into trouble.
I felt really sad when i got eliminated which is not basically because of not being able to be a "Superstar" but i was really sad because i couldn't achieve my passion, the passion to just stand on stage try my best to sing for all the people out there. I just love to sing and i want to sing for all of the people, i felt sorry as i felt i have disappointed all my supporters for not getting in . ..
I apologize if any of my writings have offended anyone but i just wanted to express my feelings . . .
But again i really want to thank all of the people who cared about me and loved me, i wouldn't have gotten where i am without you all . . .
I truly hope that my chance of performing on a stage for all the people infront of the TV will not be lost ...
07 July 2005
i feel so demoralize, sad after i view some comments, i am worried of cos like every contestant . . .well but my fate has been decided. I just only wanted to sing for all the people, i just wanna let ppl enjoy my singing . . . i just wanna sing for the people and let them be happy