08 July 2005

Sometimes i feel fraustrated and very confused, i wonder what actually do people want to see, in this "singing competition" i felt that there is a need to showcase our vocal so as to capture attention but in return it seemed like choosing a difficult song and delivering it fairly got me into trouble.

I felt really sad when i got eliminated which is not basically because of not being able to be a "Superstar" but i was really sad because i couldn't achieve my passion, the passion to just stand on stage try my best to sing for all the people out there. I just love to sing and i want to sing for all of the people, i felt sorry as i felt i have disappointed all my supporters for not getting in . ..

I apologize if any of my writings have offended anyone but i just wanted to express my feelings . . .

But again i really want to thank all of the people who cared about me and loved me, i wouldn't have gotten where i am without you all . . .

I truly hope that my chance of performing on a stage for all the people infront of the TV will not be lost ...

4:29 AM