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27 January 2007
Well, being someone who is alittle known by public.... you know it sucks in a way that bad things you do is amplified so much ... anyway i also don't know why i am saying that .. perharps i read Fidelis's blog and i seriously feel that it really make it feel i am enjoying everything i am doing ... i don't get it why people always listen to those who strike 1st and not to those who "seem" wrong .... yes i liked another gal but it doesn't mean i am with her, do you think that i really enjoy 2 timing? .... or actually have i 2 timed? never did i and do you know how hurtful it feels when you know that you can't love the gal that you have been loving for the past 2 years .... and the fact that i am falling for another .... you know how i feel, i feel that i am a bastard ok? but it's my emotions acting .... what does it mean? i guess it could only mean i don't love you deep enough .... for the 1st time i decided to try again i said NO impossible that i don't love her .... but 1 year later ... it happened again ... I am sorry Fidelis but what i am doing is only fair for you .... our relationship is what i can say flawless and pure 100 sweetness .... and it is perfect but it is missing the chemistry ... and sacrificial love ... SORRY FIDELIS, pls takecare and find happiness ...
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