Well I shell start from the very 1^st day when I reach, there are clips and also pictures to share…

I just want to say, no matter where you are or what you are doing, remember there is someone out there starving, there are people in stress, in pain, there are people awake, being tortured or even killed … just imagine the endless possibilities of what can be happening … RIGHT NOW …

Well everything was in such rush … I was so worried about my performance clothing as it is 2am on the 8^th of June that my luggage was still in Hong Kong due to delay in flight because of the weather and that I am already in my Hotel Room…

Slept at 4.30am

I got no choice but to look for a place to get a set of clothing before my recording at 2pm … “Wu Fen Pu” ….i woke up at 9am and rushed down after breakfast just to find that shops are not open … I went back there at noon and got some clothes before heading to the recording studio…

I must say that I was lucky to be able to perform as there were 6 other contestant from our neighboring countries that did not make the cut after the rehearsal and was asked to leave….

I was really stressing myself up …as I know many hopes were on me …. But I tried to hold it in …. I saw a packet of lemon tea with Wang Lee Hom that calmed me down for awhile…. I went up the stage … picked a local contestant that was another shocker … I didn’t feel much into the song … there were too much on my mind … I know I must sing well … but I know that everything

that happened recently had gone to me …

I lost my stage presence …. He really sang well…. I know I was going down …HARD…

It was 15 VS 20 … I didn’t expect such a gap … but I can only blame myself for not holding the chance tight … every performer will know how it feels to have a good chance slip away …

Do I join One Million Star 4? …