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30 August 2008
It's not been the best of the days in my life recently, yep i ORDed but what has also ended was also my army allowances, which is a drop if $600 a month... to $0
Well I may seem well of and with a car, many feel that I come from a well to do family, but there are just some facts that I would like to highlight... imagine paying example: $2k per month for ur house, and recent economy drop has make this $2k monthly payment hard, also selling would cause a lost... Owning a car, which you have to pay for ERP, serivcing when you have no income ... Many would say I should probably get some allowance from my parents as I am a student, but I really hate getting money from my parents... I hate relying on others... My recording interface just broke down too... anyway recently i must say my "well to do family" ain't doing well ... I am at a lost, I know I must replace my interface so that i can continue making demo music as well as recordings ... I guess i rely too much on waiting for gigs ... it's just not turning up as much anymore ... $$$ is not an essential but a need for me now ... I don't really know what is enjoyment ... having a car but not having the money to drive? Living in a Semi-D but living ever so thrifty? I just can't fall asleep ... I think i seriously need a job... but I only can get a part time 1 ... I understand the feeling of not having enough money in the bank or in the pocket ... the lack of sense of security ... I just hope everything will turn out better ... but i guess it's up to me now ...
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